Monday, October 18, 2010

30 Days of Truth - Day 5: Something you hope to do with your life

Something you hope to do with your life. Hmm... Where to begin with this.

This is a hard one. I think my answer has to be that I hope to Finally find what it is that I was meant to do - and do it. For a long time, I have felt like I really missed my calling. Whatever that was.

From the time I was small, I have always changed my mind. While writing has always been some sort of a constant for me through it all, there have been sooo many career choices I've mulled over. Starting with 1st girl in major league baseball. OK, so that wasn't really all that possible at the time.

I was going to be a veterinarian, lawyer, writer, police officer, go into the only branch of the military there is (the Army of course!), news anchor, physical education teacher, run my own business and MORE. I? Could never really make a choice and just stick with it. I was always envious of the people who did. My husband for one, always knew he wanted to do 1 of 3 things. He tried out 2 and picked one from that. And he wants to do it Forever.

Forever (outside of the context of kids and marriage) scares me.

How are you supposed to choose a career and just do that thing forever?

I can not fathom that.

Right now I'm a stay at home mom working on my writing on the side. I'm a mom - which I've always wanted to be - but I feel like I was meant to be here doing Something (which you will see more about on Day 25 of my truths)... but what that something is? I just don't know. I don't want to go through my whole life having never found what I was supposed to be here doing.

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